Was thinking about forcing myself to commitment I don’t really want. I remember that idea of this song came from another demo of mine, called “Death’s Eve”. But that demo was so simple in nature so I took some loop sample, stretched it out and played in halftempo and played guitar over it. The lyrics came to me at night, where I was at my parents house and just jamming for ideas for songs - when I created this, I quickly started to sketch the lyrics, and instantly humming to microphone. Main inspiration for sound was Cult of Luna.

Lyrics:

I live to be somebody else I know I fear the most,
Remain today, ashes of yesterday are gone.
I can’t behave myself, this paranoia grows in me, I don’t need this.
Maybe I need help? Because I know I can’t remain to stay away.

Come embrace myself - within suicide of my heart.
This is the road of mind.